|Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006|
Im having the suckiest time ever atm.....
i know i havent posted in some time but i never had time
i keep missing all of my deadlines, or gettin things done at the very last second, it perfetic, and i have 3 things dew in 2 morrow and ive done none, and i know none of the stuff. so im up at midnight atempting to do this crap
money sux, well....what sux is i never have any, i got sacked again coz some freak almost drowned while i was suposed to be watching him, well almost drowned is a bit extream but i "neglected" him. i think that was last straw as i keep turning up late and skived a few shifts while i was datein andy (dont ask what happend to him)
men still suck!!!
on a brighter note this staerday i picked up this really cool yellow bag with matching shoes and belt, and i love them
|Saturday, October 29th, 2005|
been awhile since i last wrote anything public, but ive been spending alot of time with my sister trying to make her feel better, got alot of work i need to complete before i head back uni on wednesday, mom is buggin me big time but i know is only coz she is worried about my sister
i have no idea what ditzy means but i liked the smiley Current Mood: ditzy
|Monday, October 17th, 2005|
im not sure why im typing this but i just needed to get it out
tonight i came home from work to find my twin sister lying semi consience on the sofa with an empty bottle of rum next to her. after helping her up to room she started screaming she wanted to die and all kinds of stuff that really scared me. we all ways used to be so close and she never told me anything was wrong. how could i not have noticed? am i so self centerd i just didnt care to find out, i knew she was on depressants but she allways seemd fine to me. i dont know what i would do without her, she is the only person in this world i love and i dont know what i would do without her. she is sleeping now, i probly should be too, but i cant
gonna stick on ff for a bit that usaly helps me feel at ease
|Sunday, October 16th, 2005|
i got back on ff today- and out of 4 ls 1 had been broken up and 3 had been abandoned, oh well.
im gonna go visit my nanna's resting place 2 morrow, im kinda nervous and scared, but i want to go and pay my repects, ill have my twin sister, mother and my grandad with me which puts me at ease. i cant belive its been a year since she passed, i miss her.
i gotta do some cource work over these next few days so ive got to try ond not play ff all day Current Mood: nervous
|Thursday, October 13th, 2005|
why is it when i think im falling for a guy he turns out to be a total jerk!!! i should become a lesbian, girls are soooo much nicer (definately better kissers), never really fancied any girls though which could be a problem
could i be a lesbian and still sleep with men?
decided im not going to lectures today
i want to go home and have a cuddle with my mummy so bad! how sad is that im almost 20 Current Mood: depressed
|Wednesday, October 12th, 2005|
|Mystiries of Life
why do we bother with analog clocks and WHY ARE MEN SUCH JERKS!!!!
that kinda all i have to say Current Mood: annoyed
|Tuesday, October 11th, 2005|
OMG OMG OMG i just spent the night with the cutest guy ever!!! he is soooo good looking, funny and well almost smart =) he had to leave early for a lecture this morning but he woke me early to say goodbuy, we exchanged numbers and he promiced to see me later, i cant wait!!i got the morning free but im in this afternoon so hopefully ill see him this evening.
last night i hadent even planed on going out- thx to my friends for draggin my ass out or i would never have met him!
blond hair, fairly long, blue eyes *sighs* Current Mood: excited
|Monday, October 10th, 2005|
gotta write 2 essays by 2 morrow =D, im so glad i didnt leave it till last min this year. im really missing home and my family but it is really great be be back here with my friends and going down to the pub everynight, even if im to poor to buy a drink, some sleezy guy normally ends up buying me a few drinks anyway ;). im gonna piss about on the internet for a bit then play dynasty warriors for a few hours and then i will finally start the essays i was given 3 weeks ago =( Current Mood: bouncy
|Saturday, October 8th, 2005|
well i have another fun day of doing nothing ahead of me
its raining like crazy here, id ive just relised how much ive used LJ these last few days- i should shoot myself
could really use a bf around now =(
wish i was back home instead of at flippin uni so at least i could go down the beech and surf.
maybe i should try and get a weekend job up here, or i may go see some freinds today, but i really dont wanna go out in the rain
last option is invite some freinds over my flat and spend the day watching johny dep movies
|Friday, October 7th, 2005|
I am so bored right now i even complete all of the tests
Chav test= 7% Chav
Geek test= 33% geek
Posh test= 70% posh
Drunkard test= 46% drunkard
well i though geek would be higher so thats quite good, im kinda shocked at the drukard thing, the test must be inacurate Current Mood: blah
"If there is someone on your friends list you would like to take, strip naked, tie them to a bed post, lick them until they scream, then fuck them until both of you are senseless and unable to fuck anymore, then wait about five minutes and do it all over again, then post this exact sentence in YOUR journal."
why am i doing this?????? *sighs* Current Mood: bored
Damn im so stressed out at the moment!!!!
My cource is really hard getting all the assigments done on time especially as im notoriusly lazy =(
Still cant aford ff, i can harly aford the train to get to my cource each morning =( i could really use a job, but i dont have time coz of my cource!! grrr Gone out with some friends a few nights ago to the pubs and condnt even aford 1 drink
and to top it all im late on my period
i hate lj but i just needed sumwere to type all this, sory for those who bother reading it
-asandria Current Mood: stressed
|Monday, September 12th, 2005|
|i hate being poor
anyone wanna pay my ff- credit card maxed out, cant sign back up =(
well at least ive spent more time it the water resently, surfs been pretty good sum of these days.. 2 days till i head back to university!!! YAY!!!! cant wait, get to see my friends again, and hopefully meet some more cute guys Current Mood: contemplative
|Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005|
aother full day of work, so i cant play ff
wont be back on till sunday really :( Current Mood: sad
|Friday, July 29th, 2005|
i just felt like posting somthing really
made 3 lvls today on ff and now im tired Current Mood: exhausted
|Wednesday, July 20th, 2005|
06:34am First attemp today at loggin on to FF- it failed DAMN (and i completed all of the stupid updates, wtf im paying for this shit)
03:04pm still no luck with ff may aswell write in this stupid journal!!! im so frustrated!!! Current Mood: pissed off