asie (asani) wrote,


im not sure why im typing this but i just needed to get it out

tonight i came home from work to find my twin sister lying semi consience on the sofa with an empty bottle of rum next to her. after helping her up to room she started screaming she wanted to die and all kinds of stuff that really scared me. we all ways used to be so close and she never told me anything was wrong. how could i not have noticed? am i so self centerd i just didnt care to find out, i knew she was on depressants but she allways seemd fine to me. i dont know what i would do without her, she is the only person in this world i love and i dont know what i would do without her. she is sleeping now, i probly should be too, but i cant

gonna stick on ff for a bit that usaly helps me feel at ease
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